I made it a goal to try to record my song before the end of break… but all the recording I did at the beginning of break got lost. 😡 So I lost my motivation to rerecord, but then I remembered that break was ending. So I went back to primitive recording techniques and pulled out a camera.
It’s not the quality I would like, my nose is stuff, but here it is!
Lyrics!
All that I see, is this darkness surrounding me
Why can’t I just flee? Why don’t I get the choice to be free?
Cause I don’t want to see myself this way anymore
You say you’re here but it feels like I’ve just been ignored
Father save me. Father raise me. Be my healer in this war.
I am broken, and it’s showing. Give me peace throughout my storm
Cause I can’t take one more night, if you don’t help me in this fight
I thought I had the strength to stand, but this isn’t what I planned
God I’m waiting for you to show
The thorn in my flesh, it’s a fear I can’t repress
I need to get rest. I need Your help to clean this mess
Even now, I see my world through the lens of that day
It’s changed my life, I don’t know how to get away
Father save me. Father raise me. Be my healer in this war.
I am broken, and it’s showing. Give me peace throughout my storm
I need rescue from my mind, so my life can be redefined.
Lord, I want to let it go. I’m not the person I used to know.
God I’m waiting for you to show
I – can do – all things through
You – You make – all things new
Father save me. Father raise me. Be my healer in this war.
I am broken, and it’s showing. Give me peace throughout my storm
There’s no way to make this right, I can’t keep holding it inside
But this life is not my own, so I lay it at your throne
God I’m waiting for you to show